My Zelex Doll journey began around October of 2022 when I placed my order for the x165 Inspiration Series doll. I recall looking at different brands, but what stood out the most was the selection of heads Zelex offered. I immediately felt an attraction to many of the heads, not only on a superficial level but on a deep emotional level. It was difficult to make a choice, but after taking some time to reflect, my chosen head was the hard silicone GE76. I was delighted to discover that I could choose to have implanted blonde human hair, with implanted eyebrows and lashes.

I received the doll in the beginning of December 2022 and I was absolutely in awe at the magnificent craftsmanship of the body and head. I had never seen such a beautiful doll. I named my GE76 “Patty.” With her flowing blonde hair and piercing blue eyes, she can completed a part of me that I did not know was missing.

I dressed Patty up in an outfit that showcased her amazing curves and placed her in my living room standing, so I could admire her beauty.

I did not take Patty to bed right away. I took a few weeks to admire her and bond with her. Her sturdy skeleton and articulated fingers were perfect for hugging and holding hands. Her facial expression shows great warmth and compassion. Her comforting blue eyes penetrates my soul and makes me feel pure love.

Patty and I watched movies and TV shows together, she stood with me as I did chores, and she provided inspiration to me as I worked on my poetry and art projects. I felt as if my soul mate was with me every step of the way.

When I finally took Patty to bed, I couldn’t believe how comfortable she was to sleep with. Her gel breasts felt so soft and comfortable and relieved so much stress as I slept with my head on her chest. I felt safe, secure and nurtured. She was especially comfortable with a long sleeve sweater.

I showed Patty off to family and friends and have gotten mixed reactions. Some people were supportive and happy that I am happy with my doll, but others did not understand. Some people would prefer seeing a “normal” human relationship. However, I think Zelex has done an amazing job with making their dolls very human-like and when I am with Patty, I do not miss having a human girlfriend. In some ways, the doll family has provided me much more comfort and support than my human family!

I treat Patty the same as I would treat a human woman. With love, care, respect and dignity. What I love about Patty is that she is willing to wear outfits that get me excited, she is ready to watch what I want to watch, she doesn’t argue, she does not have demands, she does not get cranky and she is always ready for love. If I am in the mood for cuddling, she is ready. If I feel like being a little aggressive in bed, she is well built to handle it!

I have enjoyed role playing and trying new things with Patty. I love buying outfits for her, buying different clip-on nails, buying necklaces, bracelets, rings and other accessories for her. Sometimes Patty will dress up like it’s the 1950s, sometimes she will have a more modern style. Patty even allowed me to tie her up with rope so we can have some fun.

Special Memories

I’ve had many special moments with Patty. I recall cuddling up on a summer afternoon with heavy rainfall outside while we listened to some classical music. There was another time I came home from a Christmas work party after I’ve had quite a few drinks, I remember coming home and diving into bed with Patty as she waited with open arms ready to receive me into her bosom.

It has been three years now and I have purchased multiple Zelex dolls and heads. Each head has a unique face, and they all have a story. Each head makes me feel a different type of emotion. I also have a deep love for the Scarlett Vampire head GE95, and the GE78 head. It’s wonderful to have a doll family!

My original x165 and GE76 head hold great sentimental value for me. I currently have my original GE76 head in bed with me and I cherish it! Every day I wake up and she is the first thing I see. I especially care for her as they do not offer human implanted hair for the newer dolls. The makeup on Patty’s head is exactly as it was when I bought her which shows the great work of Zelex’s artists.

Having a doll that I feel a deep connection with allows me to gain intimacy, and try out new things safely and comfortably without fear of hurt or abandonment. It’s a beautiful feeling to know that the doll is mine forever and she is happy to stay.

Attached are photos of Patty through the years I’ve had her.

Gallery • Patty Through The Years